It's always just someday, the one that I fear
If out of this one day will I disappear?
In all of the small ways you made it so clear
That I should go
If we are a sea of flowers
Will I learn what it means to grow?
Say you miss me
Head down saying you tried
Say you miss me
Stunting I got took for a ride
Yeah I risked me
Everything moved to the side
It wasn't good enough no matter how much I tried
You couldn't even see I put my life on the line
That's what hurts worse, both of us were so blind
All this time I been wasting when I could've been amazing
But my dumb ass spent it on you, on you, on you
I bet it all on you
I spent it all on you
Even with what you do to me
It was me that got us all the way through
All the way through
But when it's just me
All that I see
It's always just someday, the one that I fear
If out of this one day will I disappear?
In all of the small ways you made it so clear
That I should go
If we are a sea of flowers
Will I learn what it means to grow?
If we are a sea of flowers
Will I learn what it means to grow?