Dead in the Water Video (MV)

NOW!
The time has come to stand out
To have our tales be told
At the end of the day, we all have something to say
But the voices in my head will never let them unfold
Is it even worth it?
What's wrong with me?
NOW!
I can't resist the need to fall back into this Hell, this hopelessness
My brain's addicted, it needs a fix
Is it even worth it?
Being out in the open when there's peace in seclusion
What's wrong with me?
Do I trust myself or listen to everyone?
Oh hello darkness my old friend
How you've kept me company
Never giving the light the time of day
This constant battle means everything
I'm so sick of struggle, finding the will to even try
But I swear I'll never quit the fight
Because I promise I'll never be the reason I die
You have to know
This smile's just for show
Is it even worth it?
Being out in the open when there's peace in seclusion
What's wrong with me?
Do I trust myself or listen to everyone?
When will I be remembered for who I am
Not who I should be?
Because it's getting closer
Because it's getting closer
I'M DEAD IN THE WATER!
I say I need help
All I get back is get over yourself
Spinning my brainwaves
Making me out to be my own worst enemy
Fool me once, fool me twice
I'll find my remedy
I'll break these chains on my brain
They won't tie me down
I'll keep me sane
But the perplexities of my reality will never waver my duality