Devin - hoNest Lyrics

How, am I finna get this right?
Now, I'm struggling through the night
I cannot sleep yeah I'm tossing around
This shit going down!
Why would you think, that's the best idea?
Why do I think, it was just to free her?
Now I think I'm losing my mind
Lost in my thoughts all the time
Maybe I'm just not thinking right
Huh, maybe I just need a new light
Right?
This is taking a toll on me (toll on me), huh
Cry me a river for the world to see (world to see), huh
You think I'm in a fantasy (fantasy), what
Don't understand it no more (no)
They say "Dev you needa do less" (less)
Bitch I'm trying my best (best)
You won't even let me rest (rest)
This is not no dissing shit, I just wanted to be honest
Ringing the bell like Giannis
Except I get no answer
Gotta be f*cking honest
I think this is a disaster
How, am I finna get this right?
Now, I'm struggling through the night
I cannot sleep yeah I'm tossing around
This shit going down!
Why would you think, that's the best idea?
Why do I think, it was just to free her?
Now I think I'm losing my mind
Lost in my thoughts all the time
Maybe I'm just not thinking right
Huh, maybe I just need a new light
Right?
(Bitch I'm honest) Bitch I'm honest
(Bitch I'm on this) Bitch I'm honest
(You is hating now) Bitch I'm honest
(You is hating how) And now I'm on this
(You already know what I'm doing) Bitch I'm honest
(You already know if I'm losing) Bitch I'm honest
(F*ck you and your whole crew and) Bitch I'm honest
(Now its time for you to lose it) And now I'm on this shit