Devin Sunshine - Dopamine Lyrics

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I'm vindictive as f*ck
I keep pushing my luck
Hoping the graces of karma
Aren't on their way to
F*ck me up
See I don't mean to be a
Bad f*cking human
Nah I just got so much emotion in me
Don't know what to do with it
Yeah I been rapping bout the
Same shit for 2 years straight
Cause I can't seem to level up
And dish out more than I take
Not even asking for a break
Can't get my mental on straight
But still I know deep down it's my fault
I can't seem to change fate
Maybe I'm destined to be
Something I don't wanna be
Cursed with what's inside of me
Pretty on the outside
But all my insides are ugly
Say all that you want about me
Nothing's worse that what's in my own head
Cause the things that only I know I've done
I should be dead
Okay I'm sorry I don't
Know what to do with it I been
Tryna grow through with it
Tryna take my baggage with me
All while tryna conceal this shit
But I think that I'm losing it
All my bad is about to burst
I'm tryna look crisco smooth with it
I don't know what to do with it
It won't stop following me
Every time I try to
Shed a new leaf
It's only darkness I see
It's only darkness I breathe
Maybe it's only ever darkness
I'll be
But a slippery slope will f*ck you up
Like I mentioned before
I gotta quit pushing my luck
Man I just wanna give it up
They tell me all I need to do is let go
But somehow it's harder to
Release my grasp than keep this hold
I'm hoping that one day I'll
Turn all my ugly to gold
But at this rate I'm gonna
End up in the desert digging holes
All alone
I'll keep yelling at the microphone
Til these vibrations of the vocal chords
Hit home
That's how it goes
I'm holding out for love
For dopamine rushes
Looking to be someone that
No one can f*ck with
Looking to be someone that
Nobody touches
Looking to be someone that
No one saw coming
But now I'm running
Now I'm running
Lemme run it back
Lemme run it back
Lemme run it back
Lemme run it back
Lemme run it back