Exploding Video (MV)

I'm running in the heat
I do not give a f*ck no more
I'll sweat out all my tears you
Said you wouldn't do this twice before
In fact it's been more like a hundred times
I'm walking out the door
And you're not even trying to stop me
Said well what you waiting for
I'll miss you til the day I don't
I'll dread the day I do (F*ck)
I really thought this time that
We could pull it through
Pull ourselves together
Maybe even drop a knee or two
Now I'm running out the door
Running far away from you
I'm tryna make it through
I'm really tryna make it through
These next few months without
Greeting the verge on my tongue
To say hi to you
You always said it'd be this way
Guess I should've listened to you
But soon as seconds pass
My brain is clogged with what I feel for you
My heart is breaking
But the rest of me is shaking
I don't know if it's excitement or
The fear I have of losing you
You always said it'd be this way
I always knew it too and
Just like the fireworks we missed this summer
I'm exploding cause of you
All the shit you say it
Gets into my head
You f*cking know it too
You gas me up on purpose when I do react you
Take the blame off you and try to
Spin it back on me
I know these tactics too
I know the things you're tryna do to me
We're both a little messed up
I guess that's why they say it's true
No matter the hurt I feel inside
I can't stop loving you
F*ck
I'm tryna make it through
I'm really tryna make it through
These next few months without
Greeting the verge on my tongue
To say hi to you
You always said it'd be this way
Guess i should've listened to you
But soon as seconds pass
My brain is clogged with what I feel for you
My heart is breaking
But the rest of me is shaking
I don't know if it's excitement or
The fear I have of losing you
These games we play they're all the same
They always lead us down the
Same roads we've been goin down
Thinking I should run and turn around
Shit can be scary see
"Now don't you run away from me"
You grab my arm and pull me back
And just like that my heart goes flatlined
Running out of precious time I
Know that we can't hit rewind I
Know that in the end the only
Thing we want is love that's blind
Know that in the end I'll see you
At the finish line and smile back
But right now I'm losing my mind
Counter attack
I know I'll love you til the day I die
I'll dread the day i do
I know I'll miss you til my
Face is blue for tears I shed for you
I know I'll miss you til the day I don't
I know you feel it too
I know I'll miss you til the day I don't I'll dread the day I do
I'm exploding cause of you
I'm exploding cause of you
But just like stars collapse I'm
Learning that we too can make amends
And just like stars collapse I'm
Learning that we too can start again
And just just like stars collide we're
Butting heads and I cant see the end
It might be in another life
Cause in this one I'm pissed again
So don't f*cking call me when you hear this