Honestly (feat. Dj Unbound) Video (MV)

Do you even feel a thing when your friends bring up my name
Would you write a song, drive from miles on just to see my passing face
Has she cried all night, thoughts runnin through her brain
Are you out with girls, are you high tonight, do you remember anything
And honestly
I want to be all you need
I just want you to want me
I want you and you only
I want to be all you need
I stay strong with a bold hate
Life hits hard but i won't change
Steady moving on to my own thing
Swear that im so done with this whole thing
Only thing i can trust is my own face on me
Lonely, everbody think they know me
Dont they know this shit's controlling
Cuffed but i do not ride with police
And you know that i always go back to this
Ain't nobody use my lyrics as a caption yet
Give a f*ck, imma buck on this rappin shit
I take the ACT thats Actavis
I lean and mack a bitch
Cause being sober always shows your in the past a bit
I get pissed, talk shit, get a mask equipped
Cause my lifes so like those action flicks
My entire life is unreal but It's alll good
I feel like i be feeling something none of yall should
On the real, no remorse, and its hard to kill
Disregarding precautions, you snortin pills
Start to see shit, believe that you lost forreal
And you are cause you caught in an awful deal
Man the f*ck i get into
Ohhh whaat the f*ck i get into
Do you even feel a thing when your friends bring up my name
Would you write a song, drive from miles on just to see my passing face
Has she cried all night, thoughts runnin through her brain
Are you out with girls, are you high tonight, do you remember anything
And honestly
I want to be all you need
I just want you to want me
I want you and you only
I want to be all you need
Need control of my life back
Sold my soul and its quite sad
I feel frozen and cold like an icepack
I dont know where the wrong and the right at
Im mad smart but i fall and i might crash
I swear im scared
I keep on chashin; losing interest
Cause im wastin all my minutes in this race that has no finish
And Its gotten to a point where all i knows abuse
Never really spoke about it now im showing the truth
Im tryna figure out how im boutta grow and improve
Ive lost faith, oh wait and i owe it to you
Cause my lifes locked down im a prisoner now
Even crazy thinkin bout how f*ckin bitter it sounds
The rest i realized i guess i musta figured it out
Around so much doubt and its bringing me down
So i swear im prepared for my own demise
When i leave, imma leave with you on my side
Its been years bitch when the f*ck you letting me go?
Numerology obsession got me stressed and alone
I get tired of this drama and im f*ckin bein honest
I dont wanna think about it i dont want it on my Conscience
Cause it leads me to the bottles
So you see my only thought is
What the f*ck i get into
Do you even feel a thing when your friends bring up my name
Would you write a song, drive from miles on just to see my passing face
Has she cried all night, thoughts runnin through her brain
Are you out with girls, are you high tonight, do you remember anything
And honestly
I want to be all you need
I just want you to want me
I want you and you only
I want to be all you need
Theres times that i wanna fall back
In my feelins like a heart attack
Emotions messing my mind only remember the times that you were too busy to call me back
Dont step to me i might snap
I know this concepts hard to grasp
Still remember the nights we used to watch the lights and stars left behind as they passed
But youre not the girl that i once knew
You dont speak up to who hurts you
You dont sneak out from 10 to 2
You dont need me like i need you
Theres a lot of shit that i did do
Most of your drugs are misused
I said i love you and i miss you but trust me baby im tired of my lies too
If pain is only a virtue
Then why must my mind always stay elevated
With visions of you and me infatuated
With promises never to be seperated
Slowly slipping but im steady sedated
The thoughts in my head they still hurt me im faded
Away from my patterns of my past relations
With women around me as if i was famous
Damn
Oooh the f*ck i get into
Oooooh
Were back and forth, on an on and off loop
The only thing i ever gave all my love to
Is that why it makes it okay when we hug?
Cause we run to the stuff that we say that we love
Love you so much that i gave you my trust
And im sick of that word think i say it too much
In disgust
This shit is f*cked
But i dont even play with yall
My heart just starts to cave in
Ambs and xans they got me faded
I can't feel it im sedated
They say that just makes me vegas
Famous for crazy shit i had to do
Its awful its hard just to grasp the truth
But even though i get mad at you i go back to you and thats facts tho
The f*ck did i get into
Damn didn't see that one comin
To busy in the beef, comin at yall gunning
Running to a f*cking problem the rap war summoned
Doesnt matter yall can laugh but lemme ask you something
If you never felt it, then how can you diss it
My name in your mouth is a sign of assistance