Devon - What? / Appease Lyrics

Always talking about who I was and what I did
Living in a past tense
Always gotta' sick sense that you hate me
So it's awkward
Each day I'm more like my father
Two Arizonas for a dollar
Summer day know they place
I never know my place
I get so desperate that hours start to feel like seconds
And that I'm running out of time
Momma' can tell it in my eyes (Are you okay?)
And each word I say feel more like mistakes
So I speak quietly
Family always asking what'd you say?

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What'd you say?
What you think?
You don't wanna' know what I think
Face in my palms
Head in the sand
Shrug my shoulders and fold my arms
Complain that I'm lonely (I ain't getting no bitches)
Lonely
And say I need some space
Space
Complain about my problems
Problems
Momma' say I need more faith
Always pick at these scars
One day I think I'm gonna' bleed out
Always said if I smiled through the rain
One day my problems gonna' grow out
Till then it's pouring outside
Till then I'm neck deep
Till then tell momma' I'm okay
While family asking
What'd you say?

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Uh, one, two
Need a vaca'
Need new relations
Need new patience
Need affirmation
Need a fix of peace
Please, Please, on my knees
How do I (do I)
Appease everyone at once
Need a star above
Wish for some love
Need my momma'
Tryna' stay in touch
Used to always need the last word
Silence now days is must

I wonder if Tommy think about me
As much as I think about him
What's the hardest thing you been through?
Mine's losing friends
See the sun in the morning
See memories that haunt me
Teach me to stand for myself
Cause I feel like I'm falling

Do you ever think about me?
Or only see me as an afterthought
Do you ever wonder what I'm thinking?
Cause I'm thinking that I'm falling apart