I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wanna die
Don't wanna make it hard for me so Imma stay alive
Pull up in the fast car, like nascar, with Nocturnal
Got a cold heart, I go hard, Imma show yah
I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wanna die
Don't wanna make it hard for me so Imma stay alive
Pull up in the fast car, like nascar, with Nocturnal
Got a cold heart, I go hard, Imma show yah
My broskis always pick me up when I am wasted
You know we always go full speed when we are racing
You talk shit, do you even know who you are facing?
We all know that it's just the fame that you are chasing
Oh-oh-oh
I just wanna make it
I don't really wanna end my life now with "click click"
My life was really shit, I thought "I should just end it"
Pain in my veins
Let it wash away
All the blood down the drain
I think I might go insane
Now my mind is all deranged
Think I'm drowning in my chains
Bitch I'm chasing fame
Just to wash away the stains
Now my pain is gone
Now It's all wrong
This is why I'm writing this song, yuh
Cigarettes killing me, slowly
Now I pray to the unholy
I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wanna die
Don't wanna make it hard for me so Imma stay alive
Pull up in the fast car, like nascar, with Nocturnal
Got a cold heart, I go hard, Imma show yah
I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wanna die
Don't wanna make it hard for me so Imma stay alive
Pull up in the fast car, like nascar, with Nocturnal
Got a cold heart, I go hard, Imma show yah