Fuck It All Up Video (MV)

Every time I get real mad I just f*ck it all up
When I get real mad I just f*ck it all up
I'm sorry to say and the way I acted today
I'm sorry I'm a fool I should treat you like a jewel
Instead I'm dead leaving you to cry in bed
Instead my head explodes on the linen fold red
And I wake up in a cold sweat and I
Can't remember nothing but fear and regret
I don't know why I feel so near death
Maybe I should take a step back
And take a deep breath
And maybe my head will clear all this fog
And maybe I won't feel like I'm such a dirty dog
But unfortunately it doesn't work for me
But Unfortunately I just get so f*cking angry well
Every time I get real mad I just f*ck it all up

Every time I get real mad I just f*ck it all up
When I get real mad I just f*ck it all up
It's not your fault I have some issues of my own
It's not anyones fault that I'm picked dry to the bone
So that's why I just stay home and I get real stoned
So that's why I stay home and I hope to hear the phone
Ring and I wanna cringe cause I feel I've been
On a week long binge
And I don't know when its gonna end
I'd just like to sit here and f*cking pretend that
Everything is fine
Thats just ignorance rendering my mind blind
Everything is fine
Thats just ignorance rendering my mind blind