30 Video (MV)

Part of me wants to be the
The center of attention but
The other half of me is
Running in the other direction
I'm coming up on thirty
And time is moving faster
I'm taking one step forward
Two, three, four, and five steps backward

I'm always feeling anxious
Put on my very best face
I spend my daytimes tired
Spend my nights lying awake
My world is changing quickly
And slipping through my fingers
Total lack of motivation
Will let procrastination linger

And I'm not just saying because I'm worried
It's just all of a sudden my life got in a hurry

I'm talking to myself yeah
I'm hiding in plain sight
I'm looking worse for wear and all
But I swear that I'm alright
I'm screaming on the inside
Not sure if they heard me
Yesterday my life began but tomorrow
I said yesterday my life began but tomorrow
I'll be thirty

Things I used to think were problems
Are now barely inconvenient
I talk to myself sometimes but
It always ends in disagreement
And I'm happy where I'm at now
I've got all I've ever wanted
I just can't believe how fast the
Finish appears from where I started

And I'm not just saying because I'm worried
It's just all of a sudden my life got in a hurry

I'm talking to myself yeah
I'm hiding in plain sight
I'm looking worse for wear and all
But I swear that I'm alright
I'm screaming on the inside
Not sure if they heard me
Yesterday my life began but tomorrow
I said yesterday my life began but tomorrow
I'll be thirty