The Other Side Video (MV)

I need to learn how to live on my own
Hate being codependent
But I'm uncomfortable being alone
But why am I so afraid of the other side of the unknown
God I wanna be brave but my other side shook to the bone
Lord I'm asking you to show me what's wrong
I know for a fact I'm not supposed to be like this
Tired of roaming in my mind it's just a big abyss
Searching for someone I never met but somehow I still miss
None of this making sense
NO
Feelings so intense
Feelings hard assess
NO
Feelings I can't express
I try to take it day by day it's hard but non the less
I gotta focus on myself and not everyone else
I need to learn how to live on my own
Hate being codependent
But I'm uncomfortable being alone
But why am I so afraid of the other side of the unknown
God I wanna be brave but my other side shook to the bone
And I'm done wit tryna understand myself
Justify what I felt
Cause I know it won't help
I got flaws
I accept
That's why I needs God's help
Facing walls of pain I kept
That's why I can't take a step
On a path that's so narrow
Got an idea where it's leading me so why am I still seeking arrows
All my baggage I let go
The thought of doing it alone is probably the reason that I'm going slow
Ohhhh
They say going slow is still a form of growth
Ion know
All I know is
I need to learn how to live on my own
Hate being codependent
But I'm uncomfortable being alone
But why am I so afraid of the other side of the unknown
God I wanna be brave but my other side shook to the bone