Full Bed Video (MV)

Chilling on this full bed why is it never sunny
Am I tryna get some knowledge or am I tryna get money
I don't know why I'm awake
I don't know how much I'll take
I'm just tryna be great up in my life
But nothing's going right
I pick up a pen and I start to write
'Cause right now I can't fall asleep
Professors tryna teach
But here I am
Awake at 4 AM
Class tomorrow's gonna suck
So I'm praying
That maybe I will blow up
Or get a job and grow up
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my bed
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my motherf*cking stupid ass full bed
Chilling on this full bed it's hard to fall asleep
I'm just tryna have a dream but it's hard when your dreams are deep
I don't know why I'm anxious
Why do I feel concrete anklets
I don't know why I'm so thankless for my life
Depression takes your sight
And blinds you
F*cking reminds you
That life and sun and rainbows
It's raining like a Pave Low
Bitches faking with the angles
But here I am
Awake at 4 AM
Class tomorrow's gonna suck
So I'm praying
That I'll will blow up
Or get a job and grow up
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my bed
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my motherf*cking stupid ass full bed
Chilling on this full bed why isn't this shit working
Am I tryna be a rapper or should I just be a person
Should I rap fast
Should I slap ass
Should I backtrack and rethink everything I've done
Should I grab a gun
And end it all
Have a quicker fall
Punch the f*cking wall
I can't f*cking stall
But here I am
Awake at 4 AM
Class tomorrow's gonna suck
So I'm praying
That maybe I will blow up
Or get a job and grow up
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my bed
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my motherf*cking stupid ass full bed
Chilling on this full bed I can not take it
Ima f*ck around and go steal a f*cking alien spaceship
From Area 51
And I'll drive right to the sun
And it'll burn me 'til it's just my f*cking soul
My heart is filled with holes
Deep enough to bury f*cking treasure
I've been through the rain please god change the f*cking weather
I need to be better
But here I am
Awake at 4 AM
Class tomorrow's gonna suck
So I'm praying
That I'll blow up
Or get a job and grow up
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my bed
Tell my dreams they're dead
While I'm laying in my motherf*cking stupid ass full bed