Between you and I, things were just never the same
We saw our sunny days get covered in rain
And I wish I could dry it up and start over again
Because people always say that sunshine follows rain
But its been too long since I've tried, this rainfall has been dried
The drought in my heart just can't heal from the inside
Cuz yea I fake a smile whenever people ask about you
But deep down in my heart I feel I cant seem to rescue
My old self
The one that really loved everything about everything
The one who would smile when the birds began to sing
The one who didn't feel pain when he saw people smiling
And now i just wonder
What if
What If
We never met that one night
Yeah, what If
We never had that one fight
Cuz you know it ain't the same without you
You don't know what I have been through
But I just wonder What If
It didn't go down this way
Sometimes when I look back, I think bout that dark past
All the plans we once had just shattered like thin glass
And I cant go back and fix shit
I f*cked up and I admit
That we could've been together if i didn't burn down the bridge
But I look back at the mistakes
And I look back at the heartbreaks
I look back at the good days
And I wish I wasn't awake
For the pain
Yeah
And I wish things begin to change
Cuz I've been feeling down and it's just getting in the way
Of a new girl
A new path
A new vibe
A new match
Things are looking up but I cant help but simply look back
And I Know it sounds so stupid that you caused all of this pain
But you're the only thing that just keeps wandering my brain
What If
We never met that one night
Yeah, what If
We never had that one fight
Cuz you know it ain't the same without you
You don't know what I have been through
But I just wonder What If
It didn't go down this way
Maybe if i tell you how I feel now
We can go back and fix ourselves somehow
Maybe if I tell you how I feel now
You and I can work something out
If I tell you how I feel, maybe it'll happen
The moments in my mind where you and I are laughing
Maybe it'll go from being in my head to real life
I just need that one chance to tell you how I feel, like
What If
We never met that one night
Yeah, what If
We never had that one fight
Cuz you know it ain't the same without you
You don't know what I have been through
But I just wonder What If
It didn't go down this way