Made Me Video (MV)

I wanna be a creative
I wanna feel like I'm happy
Without being on a sedative
Really I'm closer to family and some aren't related
We split and I really don't hate it
I wanna jump on stage rage and tell my child we made it
I had to struggle a lil but buddy we made it
That's what I wanna do
That's what I wanna say
My life it hasn't been peaches
Grew up without me a mama inside of my crib
Never felt love
Family had issues and they took it out on my mother
It was just two lil soldiers
Us an the world not a clue what to do
I left Chicago and didn't tell none of my friends that I'll see you later
I left Chicago and witnessed my father
From six o'clock grab him a knife and stab himself Over and over
I left Chicago and witnessed an ex put their hands On my mothers throat
I pushed that bitch to floor broke the door
You f*ckin with mine then it's war
I live this life with a chip on my shoulder
Told em that I'd be a star when I'm older
Bet on my hand the cards I was dealt
Was not winnin poker
I never folded
I live this life with a chip on my shoulder
Told em that I'd be a star when I'm older
Bet on my hand the cards I was dealt
Was not winnin poker
I never folded
I wanna be the best I can be
I wanna win me a Grammy
I wanna be the best I can be
I wanna win me a f*ck that
I made a promise to me and myself
That I wouldn't let nothin get in the way
I come from nothin but anger and hardship
Can't tell me different if you weren't there with me I'm eager
Turned all my pain into passion
Tatted that bitch on my wrist
I'm up to the max an got me no time for relaxin
This isn't something I do in my past time
Step to the mic every time like it will be my last time
Yeah
Hungry I'm starving
Started this shit in apartments
Imma go get it regardless
Been through enough in my life
That I know what it takes
Bumps bruises and scars
Push through the bullshit of life
With a smile you see on the tv
I wouldn't change the way that it played
Cuz that kinda shit is what made me
Me