Disguises - Best Days of Our Lives Lyrics

The panic's here, let me make this clear
That I'm surface confident, but I hide my fear
And everything that used to bring me life has now
Sunk its teeth in and bled me dry
Now chasing youth has lost its shine
You fake it or you get lost in time
And they said the choir would descend
And you can't comprehend
I'm just a sheep under wolves' skin
Laying low for the weekend
Cover up for a season, and find a reason
To come out of the shade, make a note find my own way
And the beauty won't fade, well maybe someday

Will I be in your memory
I know I'm not a contender, it's slowly killing me
If I can't find another way to see that I live my best life inside my dreams
I'm gonna burn from the inside
Light a fire on my own time
Was I flawed out of design
Stared at the sun, now I'm going blind

You never wanted to know

Spotlights, let the cameras run
I want everyone to watch me crash into the sun
Explode and come undone
Let go of the fever dream
I've got antidotes and poison spilling from my seams
Convinced I'm coming clean
Did you get the memo
Out of touch, we all know
All flame and no soul
Young enough to watch what it's like to grow old

These are the best days of our lives
Lay down and give in to the high
These are the best days of our lives