Distorted - LIE TO YOURSELF (SLOWED & REVERB) Lyrics

I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me
There must be a plan for this pain He put on me
But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry
I wonder, i wonder, could you lie to yourself
Try convince your heart it wasn't all hell
How you fell, you know nothing could've prepared you
Believe me cause i was scared too
There and then at the time wasn't sure we was involved
Everything that i did felt like it was impulse
It all fell into place and maybe that's too easy
It was like a Netflix series or film on TV
Day after day wan' put it on repeat
Now you probably wouldn't even call if you need me
I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me
There must be a plan for this pain He put on me
But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry
I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me
I wanna know, will you lie to yourself
Try convince your mind that you never fell
We ain't spoke much since it ended, i wonder why
How can i believe you never get tempted, yeah
That story just too far fetched
Who's lucky enough to get you starred next
You deserve lead roles and you'll play those best
Big in Hollywood the 'HOF'
Who 'bout to make it, place your bets
You and i know, there ain't no better
The best got away and i let her
I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me
There must be a plan for this pain He put on me
But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry
I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me
Sometimes it's just easier to lie to myself
I don't know how i can even find the right help
You were the one who accepted my past
Told me keep straight cause i'm on the right path
Now i don't know where to go
Everyone gives a different opinion from the last
Without your presence everything feels harder
You said if you can't see the bottom, don't put feet in the water
I know it's twisted, why would he put me in this position
I keep on thinking, how can i ever be forgiven?
You're what i'm missing, you're what i picture
Everytime that i'm reminiscing, so listen
I been praying to God that you'll tell me you want me
There must be a plan for this pain He put on me
But since that what i did can't be fixed with a sorry
I can't prove it to you but this will always haunt me