Ditto - Home Lyrics

I swear
I will
Find my solace
Lately, I haven't been dreaming in my slumber
Encumbered for far too long
I stretched myself in opposite directions for two summers
I wonder, how far can my feet take me
I try to walk in the light
If there truly is a God please don't forsake me
Now I'm runnin' away, runnin' away, runnin' away
But I try to write it away, write it away, write it away
Now I'm runnin' away, runnin' away, runnin' away
But I try to write it away, write it away, write it away
Now I'm coming home
Long way from home
I'm sorry ma to put you through this
My toes dipped in the pool, truly drowning in foolish
Thoughts of the past, I was a fool to skip school
Guilty slither filthy, down my chest
And stand erect and straight hissing sissy piss
Silence of the snakes, clinching forceful jabs
From remorseful hands of a cordial lamb
Found a corded lamp, tossed in the trash
Backs against the walls, used to be a little man
Without a plan in his hands,
Plan in his hands, plan in his hands
Friday, I forced my skeletons to fit the skin of fifty men
Closeted connoisseur, icy eyes lost in the mist
Monday, my advocacies pause
And play biased in the distant abyss
Distant abyss, distant abyss, distant abyss
Distant abyss, Distant abyss
Long way from home