DJ Crumley - Take Back Lyrics

Can we talk a minute
You can tell me no please tell me why I feel alone
This pain got me up in it
My heart cries agony but you only see future me
If I could pour my tears in drains I would
If I could shed the scars today I would
People say it will never be too late but I hate that please
Take it right back

I'm going back down today
Back to nights I screamed my pain
I'm changing my life, hurray
I'm holding back forgive my hate

But God as my witness I'm not the guy I wish to be
It's a gift He gave for times I'm in my desperate need

The gift of the heart, is pain
I deal with every single day
I'm praying my soul, will break
My mind until my heart is great

There's nothing more I hope to get than what's in store for me
But nothing I do will repay the debt he paid for me

Going back down today
I'm going back down today
I'm going back down
Going back down
Going back down
I'm going back down

Take it back, bring it back to the pain
I was dealing with
In the heat of the day
I can bring it in
Wish I never said that
My life is perfect
Yelled at my dad hoping nothing will be broken
I will never take it back
Hoping that will be the last
Time I see the hate and wrath
I look back at hiding facts
But you found the big attack
I can't ever take it back

Break it back
Take it back
Bring it back
I will never let you again now
Take it back
Take it back now
I won't take it back now

I wish I could go back and speak my mind I'm sorry
The pain I gave was lies you heard from my own mouth yeah
My heart was no where near the love of my own family
And that's the pain I'll never be able to get back

I'm so sorry
Please hear me
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry

I'm going back down today
Back to nights I screamed my pain (I'm so sorry)
I'm changing my life, hurray
I'm holding back forgive my hate (I'm so sorry)

But God as my witness I'm not the guy I wish to be (I'm sorry)
It's a gift He gave for times I'm in my desperate need

The gift of the heart, is pain
I deal with every single day (I'm so sorry)
I'm praying my soul, will break
My mind until my heart is great (I'm so sorry)

There's nothing more I hope to get than what's in store for me (I'm sorry)
But nothing I do will repay the debt He paid for me

Yeah I'm back
Take it down
When you said to me I could never hand it out
It was meant to be but I know the secret route
The day you taught me that I can be free
I will never take it down to forget the life you gave
Is more than what I could believe but I don't see the point in who's believing

Dad I was hoping you could see what I been through
There were times I knew I couldn't come through
I remember sitting in the streets thinking what I coulda done to change what I did to all of you
But
Mom I was praying for all of you
You changed my life taught me to be a better you
I swear I won't go back to what I was and be the man I'm made to be

Hey, thank you