Thinking Loud Video (MV)

I don't need no new friends
I'm good with the old

I don't need no new friends
I'm good with the old
Don't catch me to reason
I'm chasing the dough

You won't catch up to me now
Find me in New Jersey now

Yeah, I been making beats like this from
Scratch I'm making rap
Artists call my phone up
Begging for a track

Music is a dream
I been chasing for the beat
One day it will fall all neat
Cause sometimes they come in heat
I been chasing for my dream

I've been chasing my dream
I will only hold you back
I've been chasing my dream
I will never hold back

I'm going back down for real
I'm scared for you be real
I'm going back down for real
I'm bringing the heat you feel

Don't you ever turn your back from those who will not see your flaws
You will be with those who see the girl you hope to be for pa

I'm going back down for real
I'm scared for you be real
I'm going back down for real
I'm bringing the heat you feel

I'm going back down for real
I'm scared for you be real
I'm going back down for real
I'm bringing the heat you feel

Life is more than what you see up on that TV
Don't let things like that bring back what you been feeling
It don't matter cause I'm still fighting for my dream
It's been hazy
You and me
Life was great it used to be

Yeah, it used to be

I wanna get real for a second
I mean, I know there's a lot of pain and in this song
I've already been a little random
Maybe turn down the auto tune a bit
Maybe I could show more emotion that way
I could show how much of a broken person I really am
But I don't want that to be something I use as a crutch
I wanna use that to fight my way through
I wanna grow
Just because I'm broken don't mean I'm not trying to be who I was made to be
I know who I am
I was made to make music
One day

And I won't be able to make it right now
But one day God will take what He gave to me
But I pray that will be what He sees work out
I won't lie I could take your healing for free

You know what that feels like to know the ones you love they left
But you know you did wrong to them that brought to you the life and death
You can't decide the choice between what you see and what can exist
But nothing now can change the choice you made cause in the end we're dead

I'm breaking it down yeah
I'm taking it down yeah
I promise nothing
I thought you broke yeah

I'm breaking it down yeah
I'm taking it down yeah
I promise nothing
I thought you broke yeah

I'm going back to the beginning
I don't need no new friends
I'm going back to the beginning
I'm good with the old

I don't need no new friends
I'm good with the old

This song was kinda crazy
It's a thought process