DJ Cupcake - Lost Lyrics

Didn't know I was lost
I'm just tryna learn to grow
Like before what I want
Pictures of me long ago
I don't know what's the cost
Getting what I had ignored
This is war, I had fought
All these thoughts they got to go, yeah
I wanna change, I wanna make break in the bank
Just to keep dough in the tank-tank
Just for the sake, just in the case I need to break
All the secrets in the safe-safe
But as of late, I'm leaving the hate
It's been way too cold and too slow
I'm starting to lose hold of my soul y'all
Limiting myself, didn't care for health
Wanting all the wealth, lost the hand I dealt
But I know it's a catastrophe, living like my life's a misery
Making things sad on a daily, it's saddening
Like before, long ago
I was lost and cold
Like before, long ago, I was lost and
Now, through the snow, I'm defrosted
I was lost, so lost
Like before, long ago, I was lost and
Now, through the snow, I'm defrosted
I was lost, so lost
I'm always controlling and sealing my thoughts
Cause I realize I forgot
How much a stupid joke I've been before
Just cause I freaking hope I would explore
Discuss a stupid show as a damn chore
Or cuss somebody so I feel less slow
Lately, I may have tried to expire, but I find
That my time and my life isn't done
Maybe, time can't rewind, but at times, it reminds
You should find your own mind; add your sum
Sanely, don't go from broke to a joke, turn to smoke
From a hoax that is soaked with the runs
Nasty, but with some luck, you can run to the front
And for once, it won't suck cause you won
Imagine if all of the people
You grew up with become evil
Drew their weapons, and be lethal
Shoot you with rounds and their sequels
Maybe it's me and I'm crazy
But I want them to graze me
Bullet-proof is what I'm aiming to be
Like before, long ago
I was lost and cold
Like before, long ago, I was lost and
Now, through the snow, I'm defrosted
I was lost, so lost
Like before, long ago, I was lost and
Now, through the snow, I'm defrosted
I was lost, so lost