I fade away
I need a way
116
We getting older, day by day
Childish sh*t blur, fade away
Toys to money a better way
Hopes to see a brighter day
This year we all turn 18 man
Trash dat sh*t you wanted to stay
I couldn't wait till I turn 18
Reminiscin' back in May
Just wanted green and to get pay
Lyin', back talkin' 'member sh*t, that I would say
Wish I could go back and fix them wrongs
I tripped up man I fell astray
Sell them grams I had to weight
Almost an adult for brighter future man I needa pray
Sat on the sofa, my cousin in coma
I pray for the boy man, this sh*t ain't over
Cut all the fakes out, this sh*t be over
I live for this sh*t man, dreamed about Rover
Click on the pic and I'm gone
I am getting my money no fraud
Sh*t ain't the same when you gone
You better now work on
Cover myself with a pon
Kickin' me out yeah I'm gone
Look at you like a icon
Beef with me strike on
Reach ur ends when you were kicked out
Talked it out on a bench heard u cry and shout
Listenin' to every word from ur mouth
But when I moved away our relationship went south
Felt all the pain and all the regret
Movin' away was somethin' I regret
Us two together issa perfect set
Now I'm alone is there another to get
Heard you got over me and ur flirting with new guy
My heart locked in ur chest will it arise
You in my mind all the sparks of love dies
Feelin' embarrassed bout how to tell my guys
116
I fade away
I need a way
Lovin' you is like thowin' knives right into my heart
Break apart
This is gon leave scars
Think we went so far
But to you its just a step
I been reminiscin' bout how we met
And I just wanna dye with all the shit thats happenin'
But am I in the right place to make that decision
Almost dropped my faith, and instead I start
Everytime I see the steps why don't I not climb up
Instead I'm goin deeper in this pit
We just opened up to sum sh*t you never knew
This all tru
Somethings we would styll never tell you
88s beef with 116
D-Lo came thru and fixed that sh*t
You don't know what we been thru
Ya you never to knew
These are sum things we opened up to
It was behind the mic
Almost cryin' at the mic
'Memberin' you is all I can see in my mind
Why did this have to happen to me
Why did this have to happen to me
116
I fade away
I need a way