First Love Video (MV)

Honestly, I thought it would be easier
When shes long gone and I don't have to be with her
Crashes in my mind like a meteor
When she was gone why was I still seeing her

I can't break it down wish it wasn't complex
But there's moving pieces when you're treated like a project
Showing some respect, why is that a foreign concept
Oh he's got next when we hadn't even stopped yet

Ima tell you now, can't wrap my head around it
When we were apart you still made me feel surrounded
Threw away my heart in hopes I never found it
Broke up all my trust so my new girl could ask about it

People told me rumors that I never would believe
Tell you in the end. I did not end up relieved
What I heard was true, should have been prepared to leave
I stayed where I was, guess I didn't like to breathe

That time in our lives
Couldn't get it all right, yeah yeah
So many fights
That would haunt me at night
Never was told I would deal with all this
When I was young ignorance was so bliss
Some people are just not meant to be missed
First love in my life. Regret from the first kiss

You never did care when you did what did
I was left behind to carry burdens of your sin
I swallowed the lost as you carried off your win
I took all the cost while you got under my skin

You tried to mess with my mental
You shopped for a home when what you wanted was a rental
Didn't wanna be sentimental
Being straight forward is way too simple

But love isn't easy. It's real and takes time
Definition doesn't mean guy after guy, after guy, after guy, after guy, after guy
Oh my, but you found a way to leave me dead inside

Never did I wanna talk bad
That's not who I am, but this is just sad
You just made me see that I really couldn't add
Cuz you and me means I had the numbers off a tad

Luckily I'm happy now
Safe and sound in the arms of who cares if I'm around
Got you out the background
I nearly drowned but I'm glad I didn't back down

It was all a journey, but I wish you all the best
March madness like a tourney, had left me in a wreck
Guess I'll always have a piece of it left
Hope you found peace with who was on deck

That time in our lives
Couldn't get it all right, yeah yeah
So many fights
That would haunt me at night
Never was told I would deal with all this
When I was young ignorance was so bliss
Some people are just not meant to be missed
First love in my life. Regret from the first kiss

That time in our lives
Couldn't get it all right, yeah yeah
So many fights
That would haunt me at night
Never was told I would deal with all this
When I was young ignorance was so bliss
Some people are just not meant to be missed
First love in my life
Regret from the first kiss

First love in my life
Regret from the first kiss
First love in my life
Regret from the first kiss
First love in my life
Regret from the first kiss
Regret from the first kiss