I can't kiss him
Without wishing it was you
What did I do?
I want to love you
The way you love to be my baby
But you can't change me
I thought the sex
I thought the drugs
Could fill this hole
But I've just dug
Myself further from the truth
I thought the sex
I thought the drugs
Could fill this hole
But I've just dug
Myself further away from you
Things don't get better
They just get easier to ignore
I will whore myself out for you
I will gladly perform
Portion out substance
And give myself away
Each day a little more
Thought the sex
I thought the drugs
Could fill this hole
But I've just dug
Myself further from the truth
I yearn for less than I deserve
I just want a love
That doesn't hurt me
Can never just come easy
I can't kiss him
Without wishing it was you
What did I do?
I want to love you
The way you love to be my baby
But you can't change me