Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah Yeah, aye
Anxiety is real
I feel like I had enough, that's why I popped them pills
I been tryna cover up the way I really feel
And I still was showing love like my heart made of steel, yea aye
They sayin' my name, they just want the clout
If you in the way, I'm knockin you down
I'm stuck in a daze, I'm feelin' a drought
Depression tryna take me down a different route
I been thuggin' on this dirty road
Out of pain I can't be hurt no more
Fill my cup up now I'm movin' slow
It's a lot of shit that they don't know
Contemplating
Really thought I wasn't finna make it
All the pain thought I couldn't face it
Momma told me gotta have some patience
Tired of waiting, couldn't take it
Bad feeling but I couldn't trace it
All I know is that my heart was racin'
In head havin' conversations, aye
We used to post in them trenches
Now me and my niggas winnin', yeah
We tryna get to a million
Stack all them bands to the ceiling, yeah
F*ck the ceiling, sky is the limit
Ima keep grinding cause no I ain't finished
Hop off the porch and go stand on that business
My heart is cold no I don't got no feelings
I been through a lotta shit I never told
All this pain inside my heart so I'm forever cold
Tryna clear my mind but I can't let it go
Nah this shit ain't easy I felt all alone
I been feelin' stress I'm talkin large amounts
I know they gone ask why I don't come around
First thing they gone do is try to run they mouth
But ima keep on grinding that's without a doubt
They sayin' my name, they just want the clout
If you in the way, I'm knockin you down
I'm stuck in a daze, I'm feelin' a drought
Depression tryna take me down a different route
I been thuggin' on this dirty road
Out of pain I can't be hurt no more
Fill my cup up now I'm movin' slow
It's a lot of shit that they don't know