Now I don't know how
The silence can bring peace in learning to let go
No I don't know how
I'd bring your world down to crash around you
But I never would
An old wound I don't wanna re-open
Cause deep down
I know this will end
Not gonna live my life with regret
All these pent up feelings in my head
Moving on is the only thing left for me
I refuse
To let this win
I am done with all this misery
Why do I keep living like this
Over and over again and again
The substance all drained from where I've been
I am defiant
Against every barrier
I will break through this
And live life after
The truth is I know that this could be over
The future is mine to control
I'm done with all these feelings
I'm done with all this pain
Even if it means that I let this go again
I refuse
To let this win
I am done with all this misery
Why do I keep living like this
Over and over again and again
The substance all drained from where I've been