I'm faded as hell yall Let's see how it go
Walking acolytes Causing havoc in my past lives
Swear to God, if I was half nice as I used to be
All your motherf*ckers dead, it's a eulogy My mind in a deep delirium
Voices in my head acting like I ain't hearing them
Hallucinations in my peripheral vision I made friends with them and paid them a visit
No one's brain wired this zany prolific I aim to be different, can't contain me in
Prison I aim with these prisms I ain't aiming to
Kill Just aiming for my free will
You know why
Cause the government tryna take it away Said I can't kill, so I will slide today
It's the power trips from the FBI, CIA Swear to God, what more need I say
I indeed am not a normal human being Mind open, so my third eye running fleeing
My girls say I'm a deadbeat, and they agreeing All these people leeching on my last sense
Of positivity Why I wanna die, if you claim I got God with
Me Why you say you love me, if you ain't finna
Ride with me When I blow up, you not finna shot with me
You can't die with me, you ain't fine with me Cause you go behind my back and lie to
Me When you were the one who sat there and cried
With me The only one who saw the real side of me
Now I'm all alone, and it twisted society So now I don't know where my mind can be
All I can say is f*ck sobriety Cause the drugs take away the pain
Are you tryna change, if you don't change today
Do you feel these words that I say Or am I just another deluded lunatic who took
Too many hits I see my future and I grab it
But I'm in the present, so I can't have it My mind torture me, let me see too far ahead
So when you crazy, saying you done with me and I'm dead
It just drives me crazy, cause I know in a year or two
You finna be back, this love so spiritual If the real deal is true, and that dude healing
You Then I don't get two f*cks
Cause I got a better soul Got the dice in your hand and you better roll
Suicidal thoughts in my head, take a toll This the realest shit I ever wrote
If I get on stage, I'll sweat and choke Cause this rap shit shock you like electric volts
Took too many drugs, mama, I done lost my pulse
Act on impulse, so I f*ck my life up Burn the game, grab a match, then I strike up
My soul, leave my body, it go higher Of course people scared of me
They don't know how my mind wired up One spies us, one lost in trust
The snakes in the poison ivy eyeing us, spying us
While we cry out, what that spiteful lust Cause privacy ain't a thing no more
Snakes come right to your front door Can't stop writing bars, keep putting more
Swear to God, never felt a flow in my veins like this
Feel like I'm meditating with some cranes, pure bliss
I swear to God, life is horrible, don't want no more of this
No more conforming, bitch, to the motherf*cking government
And I'll never expose my son to wit Keep him sheltered long as I can
But every kid realizes darkness within I did at ten, I lost my old grin
But I'm morphing back sorta to a person not sure of
Cause with the storm and vortex, wanna ring some whores necks
But I know that's not my best bet I can make a banger, don't need to bang a set