The Downcast - Dreams Lyrics

Had a dream one day
I would change the world
Tell my family and friends
I would make the most
Outta depression and wrestling
In my own head
Try to escape this but
I'm stuck in my own bed
Let me take you back
The beginning of all this
My life with the flower
I was given to use this
To free me save me
The loneliness inside me
It worked
Till the flower wilted away me
I was broken Tour myself to
Shreds over needing the
Thing that says for us we should
Believe in the season
It worked
At least I thought it worked
Turns out my pain came from deep
In the broken works
I can't believe this
Thought I had freed this
I guess there's nothing I can say
To give me treatment
I'm tired, weak,
Broken and afraid
That's what I get for not
Knowing you're insane
How am I supposed to feel
You played me
How am I supposed to feel
You played me
I try to do my best
But that never seems enough
Getting swallowed by these thoughts
But I try to carry on you see
There's one thing I learned on this
Planet we call earth
It's that it's useless refuse this
I don't wanna do this
These thoughts in my head
Keep on tellin me to go
If this keeps on going on
Man I think I'm gonna blow
I'm tired of dealing with this
It keeps going on the
Pressure comes back
When I think it has moved on
And it's all because of you
Yes you I said it
I tried to fix the problem
But the pain won't let me
Sit down, get ready,
It's time for the show
Put your hats on
Now you're gonna know
Yeah,
Here we go
Second verse
There came a time in a sense
When I felt happy
I wasn't rollin in the mud
And feeling empty
Came outside to see
The trees weren't leafless
Cross my hands and
Pray up to Jesus
People in my life
They were helping me along
Gave me life to breathe
They even sang me a song
This feeling didn't last for long I wasn't
Feeling very strong it came
Back to stay that's
Why I'm writing up this song
Man I'm so depressed
I don't want to keep movin
Pushing them away
I am so stupid
Why am I like this
I don't understand
Tryna keep movin
I'm stuck in the sand
The sand is my anger
I can't make a sound
How it holds onto me
Bringing me down
I'm falling, believing
That I'm screaming hate
That's not how it is
But my minds a dark place
How am I supposed to feel
You played me
How am I supposed to feel
You played me
I try to do my best
But that never seems enough
Getting swallowed by these thoughts
But I try to carry on you see
There's one thing I learned on this
Planet we call earth
It's that it's useless refuse this
I don't wanna do this
These thoughts in my head
Keep on tellin me to go
If this keeps on going on
Man I think I'm gonna blow
I'm tired of dealing with this
It keeps going on the
Pressure comes back
When I think it has moved on
And it's all because of you
Yes you I said it
I tried to fix the problem
But the pain won't let me
Sit down get ready
It's time for the show
Put your hats on
Now you're gonna know
Stress starts building
Anger keeps on fuming
Bottle my emotions
Man they keep on spilling
Can't do this any more
Keep em out the door
Throw away the key
Why does this become a chore?
I see the bottles high and
It's takin my mind I can't do
Anything to stop this
Gonna let it fly
It's time for it to blow
Buckle up get ready
3, 2,
1
I don't wanna fall asleep
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fight my demons
But it seems they're here to stay
I don't wanna cry tonight
I don't wanna feel alright
I don't wanna see outside
Cuz there seems to be no sign
I can't keep myself from falling
I can't keep myself from stalling
I can't keep myself from choosing
The best place I'm not lying
Can anybody hear me
Im putting out a sign
No one ever listens right?
Guess I'll be alright
These thoughts in my head
Keep on tellin me to go
If this keeps on going on
Man I think I'm gonna blow
I'm tired of dealing with this
It keeps going on the
Pressure comes back
When I think it has moved on
And it's all because of you
Yes you I said it
I tried to fix the problem
But the pain won't let me
Stand up, shows over
I'll see ya next time
Put your hats on
It's time for you to fly