Downhaul - Level Set Lyrics

Let's level set, this isn't what we meant
Before I say something that I'd come to regret
Cause we want different things, you'd always say so
And I never understood how you'd purport to know just what I want
When I never did

But I still don't
And I never will

Let's level set, it was the right decision
Which I repeat to anyone who's bold enough to seek me out
And get the closest thing to a straight answer
As if these constant platitudes would somehow make this go down smooth
And they never do

It didn't matter
And it never will

And I'd never tell you just how to remember me
Cause it felt selfish after everything we'd seen
One more vacation that you never came back from
Just gone away

It drags me down
It holds me back
We can't deserve
What we didn't earn
We didn't earn