Look this a message to my younger self and anybody else that got a dream
I remember when my album dropped when I was 17 and all that I was focused on was gettin' cream
All that hunger in my stomach made it difficult to sleep
Screamin' f*ck the world and everybody else can suck these
Cause you got me f*cked up, if you think I'll let it f*ck me
Ain't another man alive that could cover for me, Nah
Turned to writin' every hook from when they tried to write me off
And now I'm on like the lawn whenever Jesus had spawned
21 long years, put in blood sweat tears
Had to lose a couple lovers just to gain a couple ears
Had to lose a couple brothers, still got a couple here
Had to go through all that trouble just to drop a couple fears
Just know it's real when you see me on your TV in a year
Know it's real, when you boppin' to how this shit make you feel
Know it's real, when you see Doza get on and take the wheel
You best hold on tight, it's finna be a long-night
All this motherf*ckin' beef just need to put it on rice
On the mic I'm already cold no need for puttin' on ice
And your girl put on that skirt cause that's what Julian like
You know who she want right, Man let's not lie now
It ain't the same motherf*cker that she got right now
Meanwhile, I'm just tryna get my bucks up
So if you ain't helpin' shut shit down, then shut the f*ck up
Yeah, (still here workin') Tha-Tha-That's just how I'm livin'
Man I'm tired of these bitch-ass..
Nah I ain't even gone trip, And I ain't ever needed nothin' but a vision
Yeah Yeah, that's just how I'm livin'
Yeah Yeah
Look this a message from my younger self to myself now
Remember all them times when you'd wish that they'd help out
Remember all them times when you look at yourself now
You gone remember why you work so hard to make yourself proud
Bright smile that could blind ya, from all of them times when
I was growin' up and my father had chose violence
It's violent inside this heart of mine, so I'll be god-damned if my soul don't shine
Man my soul gone shine, that's fax, no printer just tall racks
Think about what you were wishin' for a little while back
Now you're exactly where you thought that you would get yourself at
Quick-man you gotta get yourself back, gotta get shit on track
And get to movin', time aint waitin' for you and it damn-sure ain't stoppin' the movement
Just remember why you do it, you ain't provin' to them
You're workin' for the person that's been out here usin' the pen
To write what you feel within'
I dust it off and regain myself, f*ck 'em all man they don't know all the pain I've felt
Nothin' left but a heart pumpin' with big dreams
Just know that when we get it we gone need big rings
Big things in the plan for ya boy
I remember when I turned into a man from a boy
Or when I turned a couple grams to a couple grand
Then I turned that couple grand to a studio to make myself bands
Yup, Still here workin
Tha-Tha-That's just how I'm livin'
And I ain't ever needed nothin' but a vision, at all
Yeah Yeah, that's just how I'm livin'
That's how I'm livin' now
Anybody that tell me that they need me, really don't tho
That's how I'm feelin', That how I'm feelin'
Yeah
Doza! Man tune in, I swear to God I got this f*ckin' ambition inside of me and ain't nobody gone take it from me
So when I finally get it, I'm gone get it
And I don't wanna hear no bullshit talkin' bout how, "Oh Man! I knew you was gone get it!" when you not ridin' for me
I know for a damn fact I'm gonna get it and whether you believe that or not, is on you
I'm out