Dr P - Myself Lyrics

I got it all on my lonely
Ain't nobody did nothing for me
Can Remember Ian have nothing
I was broke and you thought it was funny

I came up on my own
Ian never need yo help
I did it all myself
So ima ball by myself

I did it on my lonely
Ain't nobody help me I had to go get it

We niggas get money they start acting different
Forgetting the ones that was there on them missions

So when I get distant they say that I'm trippin
Not looking to you to get me a million

When you out here alone that pain hit different
But when that bag up what a wonderful feeling

Keeping it real I did things I wasn't supposed to
Losing my people the ones that I was close to

Losing myself some shit I had to go thru
Protecting yo heart when Ian even know you

But that's cause I'm solid and stand on all 10
I can only be real don't know how to pretend

Probably the reason I keep losing friends
The real stand alone and don't follow the trends

And I knew, I'll make it just had to have a lil patience
Trying not to get to complacent dealing with demons I'm facing

My mind be racing wondering why all these bitch niggas hatin
My heart to big loyalty deep and so for granted it's taken

Don't understand, how you preach some shit but on yo word you never stand
On some real shit that's some bitch shit and don't portray the traits of a man

How you rocking nigga ain't solid Ian here to hold another nigga hand
Need to hustle like I had to hustle but you rather extended out yo hand

I got it all on my lonely
Ain't nobody did nothing for me
Can Remember Ian have nothing
I was broke and you thought it was funny

I came up on my own
Ian never need yo help
I did it all myself
So ima ball by myself

Don't trust none of these bitches they all act the same
Playing the victim but bringing you pain

Selling these lies like you ain't on game
Don't fall for they tricks and they give you bad names

Hurting yo heart like you numb to the pain
You said thru that text that yo feelings done changed

You was calling him daddy and calling me bae
That's why I'm taking shots of that crown the brain

Ian goin insane, swear I miss you but I can't look at chu the same
Don't wanna look at yo face

You disgust me and I never knew you would change
But it's charged to the game

I shouldn't have waited for you
But that's the price that I paid and won't do it again

I was better off by myself
I let you lead me on and make a fool of me

You was never there when I needed help
Just let me sit around in my misery

You Let me drink myself to my death
I could've sworn you was never feeling me

So it's f*ck you and whoever else
You want a f*ck nigga with bitch tendencies

Now I can't stand, that fake love and all that bullshit that we had planned
That fake smile just do something to me
So we'll never happen again

You was worried bout what the people thought of us and looked over you a good man
Now ion give a f*ck and I'm pouring up a cup
Tryna erase yo ass from my brain

I got it all on my lonely
Ain't nobody did nothing for me
Can Remember Ian have nothing
I was broke and you thought it was funny

I came up on my own
Ian never need yo help
I did it all myself
So ima ball by myself