The Dreaming Insomniacs - Like a Puppet Lyrics

I don't know what to do
In this pile of shit
Awaiting the time
Where I eat a bullet
I'm needing of support
And I don't have it
And now I'm being controlled
Like A Puppet
Like A Puppet
Like A Puppet...

I've taken the blame and I've
Put it on others, been told
These f*cking lies because of
My mother. Too scared to open Up because my behavior starts To Stutter
In reality "I'm an Asshole..." is What I start to
Mutter...
What I start to mutter
What I start to mutter
I've seen some
Messed up things and
I don't know why
I was brought to a point
Where I almost died
Just talking of it now
Makes me break down and cry
Feeling sorry for myself
It's postponing when I fly
Fly
Fly
Fly...

Growing up was
The toughest thing
I was getting f*cking hit
Until my ears started to ring
Not knowing it was wrong
Which now I sing
About the misfortune
That made me a being...

I don't know what I'm doing
I really need to quit
All of this negativity
I'm so tired of that shit
I was needing of support
And I finally got it
No longer being controlled
Like A Puppet
Like A Puppet
Like A Puppet