Dresh - Memory Lyrics

How's the family doin'
What you been pursuing
Are you up and movin'
How you been improving
Aye, aye

Are you safe and well
Way back when she spared you from the hell
Hope you doin' swell
Lovin' others and yourself

Keep the family close and love em most from others I been told
Adoptions scary when you don't know where the hell you gonna go
Truth been told the ones that love you most'll be there when you're old
If you keep them close and love em, then you'll see that bond grow

You don't know what there is to lose till its gone, don't know
If you lost somebody then rap along to this song, this song
The sorrow hits hard and going through it lasts long, it's slow
I know it hurts, but you're growing so just stay strong, stay strong

Don't know what to feel, it's all a distant memory
Life is gettin real, it gets a little lonely
Show me what's ideal, gotta know what's good for me
Toxic thoughts concealed, I need to find remedy

Wait (wait)
I been doing great (thanks)
I know that the day I get to see you all awaits

Like I'm missing an artery
I feel like I lost a part of me
Life is a living tragedy, and life be movin rapidly, I

I feel like I'm broken, the devil has spoken
The pain has awoken, it's deep like an ocean

I'm drippin, I'm bleeding
The pain I'm receiving
Do nothin but grieving
It's straight from the demons

What is the meaning?
What am I feeling
What is this beating
I'm broke and bleeding

Where is my momma?
All of this trauma
Tell me the answer but without the drama
Where is my momma?

Drank and she drive
On 95
Then all of a sudden a crash and then died
What a goodbye

Then all of a sudden my momma was gone
That call on the phone
The weight is still crushin' me all though I'm grown
I'm all on my own

Up at like 5 with a tac 45
Feelin alive
I just bout blowin my mind
I wanna die

Don't know what to feel, it's all a distant memory
Life is gettin real, it gets a little lonely
Show me what's ideal, gotta know what's good for me
Toxic thoughts concealed, I need to find remedy