Dresh - Toxic Thoughts Lyrics

Locked myself inside my room, can't shake this feeling off my skin
Can't seem to find my face, looks like I let the devil in
I'm tossed from left to right these toxic thoughts make my head spin
I'm lost somewhere within, I just don't know where to begin

Believe and trust in God, damn tell me somethin' I don't know
I try this every day but satans ship is still afloat
Yes I understand that trials make a nigga grow
I been evolving ever since it started long ago

Ima, Young nigga
Slow killa, I got a
Tough figure, grave digga

Gon make ya
Bones shiva, teeth Chitta
Done made the
Lights flicka, top thrilla

Now I'm the type of Nigga that don't give up cuz he don't accept defeat
Learn from my mistakes I taught myself to stay up on my feet
Livin days and months that I felt I was dead and incomplete
He set my mind straight and told me that I was elite

Wait, what, brotha that's it no?
I've been trapped inside my head with nowhere else to go
Defeat the devil, now you know ya niggas in control
A cry from deep down inside, oh God come help my soul

Myself and I
Lost in my mind
I don't know why
My life is a lie

What is your aim
Y'all niggas lame
Play with my feelings like my life's a game

You just don't know
What I been told
You can't control my destiny holds

What is the key
To put them to sleep
Throw em aside like worthless debris

You don't know what I've been doin', no do ya
You don't know what I'm pursuin', hit em wit the
Fact check, punch em in the neck, wassup bitch
Get shreked, you don't know what's next, the flow switch

Various emotions being thrown from left to right
Inside my mind I don't know why, I'm feeling lost
Away like, a kite that's slowly drifting high, growing wings, and then my
Fear gives in the pain begins, I'm lost within
Ok
As of lately I been gone, a child in a cemetery
Focus on myself, the things I do are solitary
I been praying lots, and he makes my life visionary
Was at lost bout what to do, that's on the contrary

Can't shake the feeling Trembling inside my skin
My heads in the ceiling looks as if the devils in
What am I concealing the toxic thoughts make my head spin
The pain I been dealing I don't know where to begin