At first he just wanted to vibe
Said we don't need to define
I was going along for the ride
When one day he told me he'd make me his wife
The look that I saw in his eyes
The pressure he knows he applied
Type of love one can't even describe
When suddenly everything changed overnight
What a blind side
Got me thinking
Smoking and I'm drinking
Remembering the days when we were cuddling and kissing
It's a shame
Hurts my brain
Did he think this was a game?
Got me hoping for the day that I'd be taking his last name
He had me all up in my feelings
Nowadays I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if he really knows what real is
Now I'm forced to do this healing
I never thought it'd be like this
I never thought I'd reminisce
Ain't he the one who first said that he wanted all this shit
I always knew it was a risk
I should've known that we would split
Sometimes I even wish I never said I would commit
I'll be fine, I guarantee
He'll do him and I'll do me
He said we can't be friends
I said I disagree
Shot his shot
Should've not
Guess it added to the plot
Maybe somehow one day I can say that I forgot
He had me all up in my feelings
Nowadays I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if he really knows what real is
Man that shit's so unappealing
He had me all up in my feelings
Nowadays I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if he really knows what real is
That shit's so unappealing
Had me all up in my feelings
That shit's so unappealing