Self talks up in the
Shower tell myself
Get hold of me
Bitch left 2 years ago
Emotions still
Controlling me
Balls deep in them
Ovaries when we
Swore that oath to be
Its cold to me
How shoulders Can go
Fuego to zero degrees
In one flight overseas
With no fights tho
In between
Its quite obscene
So long my queen
Au revoir our secret dreams
And all the memes
That we would share
Late night stares
On FaceTime screens
This loss is so extreme
My heart It screams, damn
I need morphine
I need more green
I need more hope and
Self esteem I need more rope
A study beam shout out to
Anthony Bourdain
I know my life now isn't fair
So why the f*ck do I care but
If you could do me
Just one thing before
You leave, kick this chair
I hope you got
What you wanted
I hope you got
What you need
Cause it's not what you promised
You told me
That you wouldn't leave
And if I'm really being honest
I guess I needed to be free
With no pressure now upon us
I guess we finally can Breathe
I mean it is what it is
It just cuts deep and I
Hate that I still think
About you naked You
Were sweeter than cake
And I wanna kiss that
Body remember how
Good it taste its like
I'm chasing highs that
Only you activate and
I'm beyond lost girl with
No means to navigate
Your love was pure as
Snow but I didn't
Forecast the flake
Straight jacket I
Cant escape Mega
Bug can't vaccinate
Somehow you fascinate
And that ass still
Captivates but over
Time we snap the tape
That binds together
Break and inevitably
Our fate relies heavily
On the wait, and that's
Just half the weight hard
To grasp e-vapor-ate
And if timings everything
Girl then perhaps I'm late
I hope you got
What you wanted
I hope you got
What you need
Cause it's not what you promised
You told me
That you wouldn't leave
And if I'm really being honest
I guess I needed to be free
With no pressure now upon us
I guess we finally can Breathe