Dry ice - On My Mind Lyrics

Sometimes I ask myself if this is what I thought would happen
Imagine if I practiced and never did stop the rappin
I still hold myself accountable for all my actions
But it eats me alive inside thinkin' we almost had it
But now it's water under 35 W
Focus on a brand new set of walls that I'll be runnin' through
Still got a few things to do over the one and twos
Challenge myself to be better and do something new
Every time I pick up the pen I'm thinkin' now what?
Tryin' to interpret my thoughts to leave the crowd pumped
Discovered some newfound luck built from the ground up
If you think this town sucks then just don't come around us

Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back Too tired before my mind's at black
Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back Too tired before my mind's at black

Sometimes I ask myself if this is where I wanna be
Honestly, probably, I'd say not even possibly
Nobody was stoppin' me, I guess that's why it's haunted me
In terms of monopoly, I owned all of the properties
I got demons that keep on tauntin' me
Constantly, subconsciously, they awkwardly walk with and try to talk to me
They've made a mockery of what I used to watch and see
Now I'm lost as sea shootin' for stars like astronomy
Use my philosophy to reenact my prophecy
Cuz I got more lines than a Black Friday shoppin' spree
So basically, if you ain't watchin' me, you ought to be
Undoubtedly, the top MC is what I have been called to be