Dtrue - Live in Fear Lyrics

Confused about my sexuality I
Don't know what to do but I feel like my life going Bi
Pornography took my happiness I feel like I died
Even when you got the keys it's still some things you can't hide
Feeling like a ghost, even when they boo me I still found the drive and in my eyes my life aligned and it's a star that's inside
Back before I became a whore I was fourteen
The horrible and the horror was in my whore things
How can I, make it through the loop if I never score
From dribbling and jerking off I turned to them metaphors
The fetishes in my mind
All the pics in my mind
Fighting through the screen I had to scream what I met her for
Dominated by women who don't even know my name
Conversated wit demons you don't even know a thing
The saddest part about my life is all the guilt and the shame
Disgusting messages I'm sending I guess I'm who to blame
Fascinated from bruises when I get hit wit the cane
Not sugarcoated just know that my life is not what it seems
No karate they kik me, I barely turned 16, Addicted to this app I'm dying barely turned 6 ft

Motherf*cker I ain't talking 50 shades of grey
Best of luck when I was f*cked the devil in my way
Naked on my camera then I'd do what they say
Live my life in fear because I wonder what you say

I hope the lives I'm saving separating me from satan
I hope the lies I made I made up for the man I'm making
It's blatant shit getting technical it was too foul
I was HopeLess but you notice what I do now
It's True now