I hated you but didn't think
I might hate myself more
I guess I have your personality to
Thank that for
You were at home and
You were still worse than a blow-up bed
I just wasn't used to
Being alone inside my head
I want you
The f*ck away from me
I wish I knew
How lonely this would be
I dreamt about the day you go
Overestimated how I like to be alone
Guess I don't have too many contacts on my phone
Been a while since I did it all on my own
I took the time learned all the rules
To live inside your game
Only to find that no one good
Ever plays it that way
I got real good at picking battles
In our giant war
Only to realize you were
Nothing worth fighting for
I want you
The f*ck away from me
I wish I knew
How lonely this would be
I dreamt about the day you go
Overestimated how I like to be alone
Guess I don't have too many contacts on my phone
Been a while since I did it all on my own
I mean it's not like I miss you
Because I don't miss you
And I don't mean to turn this into some
Garage band emo song
But we are a garage band, really
And I guess the point of all this is
That being lonely is harder than I thought
But loneliness will always, always be better
Than being with you
I hate the way you talk
The way you look
The way you walk
You make my stomach sick
I think 'bout you, I get the ick
Time flies when I'm alone
Finally with someone grown
I'm not your f*cking mom
You'll love me better
When I'm gone