Short living so I got a long face
My baby, don't you come my way
Why would you ever leave a thing for me?
It's my road, don't you come along, don't you come along now
Go ahead and leave
I can't show you how to
Solve my heart
Oh, it was never this hard
It was never this hard
I can't solve my heart
And I can't take it all back
I was never meant to decide, oh woah
I know you never needed me to survive
So all my thoughts are left in disguise, oh woah
Tell me a story so my heart won't control my mind
Won't control my mind
Look to the past, I had it breathing down my back
I had a couple fleas and gnats I couldn't shake, I had to dash
I had to clean myself of that, I had to free myself of bags
I was forced to be protagonist, made me want to retract
But maybe I let my faults to get to me
My ground started shaking, knocking over what was left of me
All my insecurities swelled up and got the best of me
And I let you drown in it
Your river kept on moving and then soon I'm not around in it
I thought it was silly to say how I really feel
My inability of that was really my Achilles heel
I couldn't breathe for a second, breathe for a second
I caused pain and I never had the need for a weapon
I was always distant, Orion's belt with my telescope
But I came to my wits, decided that I had to let you know
So you can get the story I've assembled for the gallery
I'll be frowning with my mask on, Greek tragedy
I was never meant to decide, oh woah
I know you never needed me to survive
So all my thoughts are left in disguise, oh woah
Tell me a story so my heart won't control my mind
Won't control my mind
(I was never meant to decide, oh woah)
(So all my thoughts are left in disguise, oh woah)
I was never meant to decide, oh woah
I know you never needed me to survive
So all my thoughts are left in disguise, oh woah
Tell me a story so my heart won't control my mind
Won't control my mind
(I was never meant to decide, oh woah
I know you never needed me to survive
So all my thoughts are left in disguise, oh woah)