This time it's hard to believe, and obviously
You not with this team, I see you all in my dreams
So gloriously, so happy and free
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
Murder what she wrote, when we was so close
I need a four four, put it to my brain let that shit blow
And I know tryna tell me that I could still live alone
I'm getting rolled, now I gotta go, gotta let you go
At my home now I'm on my own, getting domed tryna sing a song
Where did I go wrong, money long and she want it all
Put it on my mom, when I'm gone hope you they sing alone
Don't talk bout my wrongs where I don't belong
This time it's hard to believe, and obviously
You not with this team, I see you all in my dreams
So gloriously, so happy and free
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
Talking about me you but you don't know what i been through
You don't know a thing or two
Why do I find it so easy to live with a flu
You don't got a damn clue
Never been sober since you said it's over you knew
Like Kendrick I got a whole pool
Pool full of liquor and I dive and I'm cool
Don't try tell me what I'm posed to do
Oh you talking bout making Benjamin's blue?
But you never been in my shoes
They thought I would quit they thought I was through
I be losing my shit if it wasn't for you
For you and the music I gotta be true
Scars on my life like I came out a zoo
You tryna stop me from what I pursue
But I treat it like I'll be dead until I do
It feels like nobody knows me
That's why i gotta stay low key
It feels like nobody knows me
That's why they won't care if I OD
Pain pain pain pain what it is man
I was never born and raised like a bitch man
I was never in a place to give in man
I never one to change like a stick man
Pain pain pain pain & it's all I feel
Shawty if you stayed this would not be the deal
Shawty when I get faded I never chill
Cause all I think of is you if I sit still
Pain pain pain pain really all I gain
I try to do my best but it's still the same game
And i could never rest till I take what I claim
And I be too cool for a girlfriend like its nowadays
This time it's hard to believe, and obviously
You not with this team, I see you all in my dreams
So gloriously, so happy and free
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
Now I feel like I could never feel love again
Pretend, nonsense, they don't know what I sense
I spent all I had on you I'm down to five cents
Suspense, one sec, they don't know where I been
I don't react too well when i gets tense
Pretense, go fetch they don't got no commonsense
Now I see the world in a different lens
I stress, defense, they don't know my progress
This a broken generation what a loss it's
I could never fix it not a faucet
This a broken generation I'm being honest
Everybody wanna take but never offer
This time it's hard to believe, and obviously
You not with this team, I see you all in my dreams
So gloriously, so happy and free
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry
I don't know what to say but I'm sorry