I always crash and burn
I got a feeling that I'll never learn
Thinking of the worst
If you're looking for me you'll find hurt
Always reaching for something
That I don't deserve
I'm sinking, I'm falling
Just let me go
And I've been holding on for far too long
I've waited for a sign, a reason to be strong
But time keeps ticking, the clock keeps turning
And I'm still here, stuck with this burden
I'll find my own way out
From this hell in my head
This heart's not a home, but a prison instead
F*ck
I'm afraid to move, afraid to change
But I know I can't stay here, rearranged
Falling down we get back up
The pressure here is just too much
Just let me go
And I've been holding on for far too long
I've waited for a sign, a reason to be strong
But time keeps ticking, the clock keeps turning
And I'm still here, stuck with this burden
Just when I thought I'd lost
Gave you a second change
You took the trust I had
A lie I live, a lie you tell
There's no point in saving me
If I never fell back down again
Called you my friend
I found the worst of myself in the end
And now with lead wings
I fly so close to the sun
I won't crash and burn
And I've been holding on for far too long
I've waited for a sign, a reason to be strong
But time keeps ticking, the clock keeps turning
And I'm still here, stuck with this burden
And I've been holding on for far too long
I've waited for a sign, a reason to be strong
But time keeps ticking, the clock keeps turning
And I'm still here, stuck with this burden