drama queen!! :) Video (MV)

Done being low key
Bitch I'm a trophy
My family don't know me
Like I speak in emoji
Used to be drugged like a dope fiend
Thought I might be dead before thirty
Blood on my hands
Yeah they're dirty
Bad dreams
Decisions that haunt me
Done being naughty
Cos it's not what they taught me
Hide em when you buying em for twenty
And you selling em for forty
Don't you f*cking test me bitch
I'm done being low key
Lying to myself it's like I'm scared of the truth
Thought I'm being clever turns out everybody knew
Old me would have been afraid to assume
Got a sad face on me but I'm happier than you bitch
Yeah I'm happier than you bitch
Yeah bitch I'm a drama queen
Bitch I'm a drama queen
Bitch I'm a drama queen
Where's the motivation cos I'm struggling
Probably am an addict but I'm functioning
Lacking in direction
Yeah this shit is all encompassing
If I take another one of these pills out of the wrapper
I'll be mumbling
I'm suffering
Feeling like it's demons in my head that I been summoning
I got too much shit up in the air that I been juggling
Got too many hurdles if I slow down I'll start stumbling
Life is like a cookie
Could be sweet but mine is crumbling
Wondering what it could have been like otherwise
Maybe I'd be fine or maybe I'd be up in paradise
Instead of 3am and crushing percs up with a pocket knife
I'd be living different
I'd be living someone else's life
Seeing things different
Seeing it all through someone else's life
Maybe I'd stop taking it for granted and I'd realise
Nothing lasts forever
Everything on earth will slowly die
None of this is real
It's just a bunch of words that f*cking rhymed