They told me rapping was a pipe dream I flowed through the conduit
Face upon demons as I possess em like the conjuring
Preposterous, when suicidal thoughts start pondering
But I continue to reject what darkness be offering
Can only take so much pain till I resort to sin
Depending on my mood I might answer when demons calls again
But I remind myself I'm on a mission like Mormon
Cos nothing good comes easy especially with the course I'm in
See you attempting to kill I make it a slaughtering
You Competition food, im sticking my knife and fork in it
The rap game at stake I'll do more than torture it
Tie it in a noose and let it hang like an ornament
Turn dreams to nightmares, happy endings to horror flicks
That's what happens to wack rappers in tournament
Either bounce back or be a loser and get lost in it
Learn to use your disadvantages to make you fortunate
Yo, that's why we still here,
The madness to my method like crystal I see it real clear
Still shed a tear for the fallen I gotta spill beer
If it ain't my father or Eight-legged I don't feel fear
Don't get caught in the web it can be dismantling
More raw than Pink it'll put your Will into an entanglement
Refuse abuse from the inanimate
Listen to the voice in your head yelling "G you gotta handle it"
I remember my first check of reality
Had a loved one laugh in my face it really shattered me
Said I should've stuck to sport this man was doubting me
Fast forward 5 years later he say he proud of me
Had a point to prove I knew it was the right thing
Couldn't sit around always wondering of what might be?
Now it's endless love and support from my fam and wifey
Catch me hanging ten while I'm surfing right through the pipe dream
Through the pipe dream,
Yo, catching me surfing through the pipe dream
Yo, catch me hanging ten while I'm surfing right through the pipe dream