I can't take this pain anymore
Rather bleed out on the floor
I can't take this pain anymore
Rather bleed out on the floor
I can't seem to cope just falling deeper into this depression ashamed of myself
No love no hope sober or drugged up I feel the same
One just helps escape the pain
Try but fail happiness hides behind a veil of lies wanting peace it's just one pull away
This is not a trend this is real no reason to fake this shit
I'm miserable still haven't found a way out of it
If I could make them all happy and proud
Take the pain away get them out this place wouldn't hesitate
I can't take this pain anymore
Rather bleed out on the floor
51/50 was premeditated suicide
Only one stopped me from my demise
Look at my eyes I want to die
Still hold on why to make sure they never feel my pain suffer for a cause
Just living a martyr
Find no light lost in the night losing this endless fight hope an accident
To take my life wouldn't understand
Its hard to win when you always lose
Going insane i only have myself to blame
Addiction withdrawal death is close thinking ill just overdose