Pain Video (MV)

I hear people talking in the back of my head
Telling me to do these things
That I should be dead
But you put me here, So Im gonna be out your hair
I'll go run away from fuzz
Just like you did to us
I'm going away
You should have stayed
Can't handle no more rain
Can't handle no more pain
I'm not a clown, I know whats down
I know deep down, you can't run away proud

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel

How do you really feel
Tell me please
Why you had to leave

I don't really know you
But you know me
I only know your name and that you left
Six weeks old, didn't learn how to be kind
Just enough time to be
Losing my mind
You just f*cked it up you know
Done it plenty times before
Add it to your list you know
Don't come knocking for the doe
Cause my door won't
Open for the fake bitches, oh no
You called for a talk
I slammed the phone in the wall

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel

How do you really feel
Tell me please
Why you had to leave

There is no hope
You have to move on
I'm stuck with the pain
But you can move on
Can't count the hours that I've prayed
For you to stay
And I can't wait
To spit on your grave
I can feel the pain
Its here again
Keeps on creeping till' I'm sleeping
In the corner weeping
Cause I really miss my dad
And makes me really sad
That I keep on insisting that I gotta fight the bad

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel

Tell me why
Pain always finds the way
Tell me why
Life aint ever been the same
I'm wondering
Why you left me
And I'm wondering
How you really feel