Dylan Chai - FATHER FIGURES Lyrics

It's so lonely in this mind of mine
Ma, it's so hard to fall asleep at night
One day I know imma be alright
Oh Lord, I've been barely getting by
But I'm alright
I just need some peace and quiet
All these thoughts, I'm tryna fight it
But it's a giant
I can't be David for my Goliath
Yahweh told me where I can find Him
But I'm still running around my mind and
I know I'm just so broken
I know grace is an ocean
But I'm so ice cold, I'm frozen
I'm in outer space, I'm zoning
My God, I just want to feel again
My God, I only wanna hear your voice at night when I say amen
I'm tryna make it all make sense
But I pray again
Heavenly Father, I miss my father figures
All my problems big but I know you're so much bigger than it all
Death couldn't hold my King
Oh Lord, but death still got a little sting on me
Will it ever be?
I need you, God
Heavenly Father, I miss my father figures
All my problems big but I know you're so much bigger than it all
Death couldn't hold my King
Oh Lord, but death still got a little sting on me
Will it ever be?
I need you, God
I tell 'em I'm aye okay
But I just wanna go M.I.A
The way this time moves I gotta go, go, go
But God sat me down and said no, no, no
I've been knockin' on heaven's doors lately
I'm scared of my head, I don't know if I'm crazy
But mama's prayers feeling like an army
I lost a part of me when daddy lost the heartbeat
But I know that my soul needs a lot of you
I'm fully known, fully loved that's a lot of truth
See the devil on my heels, he can't outrun me
'Cause if God loves me, boy you can't touch me
These days I just hide behind the music
But my God I'm asking you to use it
I tried to find this life on my own and I really couldn't do it
'Cause to find it God said I had to lose it
I had to lose it
It's so lonely in this mind of mine
Ma, it's so hard to fall asleep at night
One day I know imma be alright
Oh Lord, I've been barely getting by
But I'm alright