Dylan Chai - WYA Lyrics

Okay, I'm losing my mind
Yeah, really I might roll the dice
'Cause I hate the cards I've been dealt
21, I still ain't winning with life
But mama ain't raise one to fold
Daddy should be growing old
But now it's a heart in my chest growing cold
I see why they're chasing the gold
'Cause it's been too hard to chase God, it's a real narrow road
Where'd you go?
Am I alone?
Boy I looked grief in the eyes and I froze
Boy I cant sleep I've been talking to ghosts
And we're getting close
I live in the lows so I might give up
My God, help me grow 'cause I just feel stuck
Boy I've got things in my life that I'm scared to live twice
But I relive it at night and I can't even cry 'cause I'm numb
I just can't carry all this weight
I'm barely holding onto faith
I'm tryna get in touch with Yahweh
But He told me to slow down when I pray
My God, where you at?
I'm looking up like God where you at?
I'm tryna get in touch with Yahweh
But He told me to slow down when I pray
My God, where you at?
I'm looking up, I'm looking up like God where you at?
I'm tryna get in touch with Yahweh
But He told me to slow down when I
Those sirens still ring in my ear, I got used to 'em singing at night
I'm asking the medics 'bout pops, they said it's a fight for his life
They put a shock on his chest and now I got this shock in my mind
I'm praying to God in the darkness that I don't forget 'bout His light
So send me your light
They told me that they'd stick around but now I'm like where are they at?
I'm sick of your thoughts and your prayers, nah who gon' be having my back for real?
Lately it's been hard to smile the pain is too real, I deflect it and laugh
I ain't been feeling like Dyl, depression got me so attacked
But I know imma be okay one day
I know my God gon' make a way for me
I know there's beauty found in my pain
'Cause the night's so long but it's joy in the day
Give it time
Yeah, He's always on time
He gon' make it alright
Nah, I've got people I love living up in the sky
But death made me run after life
The Lord is with me
Where are you Lord, my God?
Oh, no the Lord is with me
Where are you Lord, my rock?
Oh, no He's strength to the weak
Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?
The Lord is with me
Where are you? Where are you? Where are you?
The Lord is with...