Never found love in the darkest of places
Only a bottomless pit
I can't figure it out when the lights go down
I've got blood on my hands
And the one that was standing right next to me... vanished
All this stress I can't manage, these women I've slept with
It feels like my fantasy life isn't right
So I pick up the mic in hopes that I might
Let the truth take flight. It's not always a fight
But when emotion's a crime I embezzle these rhymes
To get locked behind bars where I carve in the walls
Exactly how far I sit from the stars encaged in my stall
Where I'll never stand tall. I will never stall. I cannot hear you God
You didn't listen to a thing I had to say
When I met that girl Jade you cloaked her in grace
But hidden from view was the quicksand in truth
When I stepped in you knew, when I stepped in you knew!
I was sinking too, but I only slipped in further
Her words furnished the fervor of my mind
And I impassioned her blaze with the spirit of my complacency
I kickstarted contemplation in an effort to escape
But it was already too late. And you already knew
The warning signs were ignored, at fault was me not you
Now I'm trying to recoup the losses I tossed away
I see now that it was fate. Thank you, Jade