To Live Video (MV)

It was on that holiday
It was all quite cliche
Barefoot in the meadow grass
Climbing chain link to trespass
Good girl being audacious
Living on the side of reckless
After almost dying
Couldn't say I wasn't trying
And I don't know where to stop
Where normal people feel the drop
'Cause I've seen the other side
I know what it could be like
Always asking how you're doing
Couldn't hold back the real truth cause
If they knew they would never
Ask to make themselves feel better
They didn't know that I was fading
Couldn't ask my mom for help and
All my youth was gone and lost
Living life at any cost
Had to prove that I was brave
So I could get through the next wave
Couldn't be touched, but held hands with
A boy who made me feel average
'Cause I didn't want to be the girl
Who was never supposed to live
I wanted to feel like I was a kid
Get in trouble, go on dates
Drive a car, learn to skate
I'm not your token, I'm not your sign
Save your prayers and let me fly
'Cause I don't know where to stop
Where normal people feel the drop
'Cause I've seen the other side
I know what it could be like
'Cause I don't know where to stop
Where normal people feel the drop
'Cause I've seen the other side
I know what it could be like
Mmm mmm
Mmm mmm