Eathorne - Want To Try Lyrics

I tell myself again
It wasn't in my head
I rewind all the times
I kept things unsaid
I wanted to be easy
But that meant staying quiet
I didn't know
That meant losing a part of me inside
I hope
It was really worth it
I truly thought that you would want to try
I don't
Understand your thinking
Tell me now was it all a lie?
I didn't want it to be over
But it couldn't stay this way
You treated me so badly
Started to feel insane
And my heart was really beating
My nerves ran through my veins
I didn't know those words
Would make you runaway
I hope
It was really worth it
I truly thought that you would want to try
I don't
Understand your thinking
Tell me now was it all a lie?
Cause I know you're telling yourself
That you're not at fault
But how can you believe that
I'm the one in the wrong
I know that we've had our highs
And we've had our lows
That's why I thought it was enough
To let you know
I thought you were unaware
But it's seeming like you knew the whole time
And it hurts to know you are okay with
Killing me and not thinking twice
So I hope
It was really worth it
I truly thought that you would want to try
So I don't
Understand your thinking
Tell me now were we all a lie
Oh I wanted you to try